secret garden

Today was terrible. Without having to leave Brooklyn and

go into the city for a few weeks now, I sort of forgot how 

much I hate the subway. Especially the L train. We were stopped 

underground for at least 20 minutes total and then stopped

for more minutes at 1st avenue. Of course I was running late

for the *gulp* dentist I was forced to catch a cab all the way uptown. 

I had to get--------a root canal today. 

I ended up breaking down in the bathroom before the procedure.

Its hard to compose yourself when you feel like everything

around you is falling apart, the tooth was just the cherry on the

piled high cake with 10 layers of icing..

Now in bed, watching the secret garden and another netflix

afterwards. Here are some beautiful photos by Rony Shram

and Denise Grunstein inspiring me to uplift my mood. It doesnt

help that it is January. January - March in New York is no sunlight

and too many layers of clothing.

 

I love the colors and femininity  in the clothing and actions. 

These photos are very secret garden. It makes me miss my

summers in Cape Cod, playing dressing up

& bicycling around.

tooooth aches are such a downer.

pain pain go away, please don't 

come back another day. 

xo